the rats flood the streets to harass the honourable man spread the disease and make us look around with disgust erase the vermin to keep the order intact the children of the devil gather in the underground lurking in the dark for a chance to bring down my reign they will come at night when I sleep with a knife in their hands these cowards want to cut my throat without resistance I demand to let them suffer I command the impalement and so begins the hunt for the outcast I will not rest until every single one of these disgusting traitors are in chains destroy every evidence of their existence the blood thirst increases immeasurably I take their lifes before they can take mine thoughts of retribution dispel all clear emotions in these times hate is the only thing that keeps from going insane I command the impalement burn down their hideout they call home rip off the heads of their demonic spawns rape their wedded whores with cold steel and let them know that it was their own fault when convicted under tears they assure me their innocence in my dreams I saw their treason so why would I fall for this? the whores are forced to eat the roasted corpses of their children the traitors are forced to eat the breasts cut from the whores slit up their rectum thrust a stake up into it let the stake follow the spine display their torments for all to see the sight excites me incarnation of my fantasy beautiful in every aspect masturbating to the endless screams of agony I command the impalement the children of the devil gather in the underground lurking in the dark for a chance to bring down my reign they will come at night when I sleep with a knife in their hands these cowards want to cut my throat without resistance the children of the devil are lurking in the dark they will come at night when I sleep to cut my throat I demand to let them suffer I command the impalement erase the vermin to keep the order intact

dark desires take control over you dark desires that should never come to life I can't resist the urge to sin craving the forbidden fruit just a bit then I'm free these are the lies I tell myself everyday I hate myself for being just a disappointment all flesh is weak we all learn it the hard way all flesh is weak never have I thought about how liberating it will be to embrace my shame don't regret anything anymore I am the best proof you can get creation is a failure let out what dwells in you enjoy your fall from grace all flesh is weak we all learn it the hard way all flesh is weak

I remember the time when everything went to hell in the blink of an eye waves of emotions overwhelmed me smashed my world into a thousand little pieces all contain a bit of my soul I need a good, a good reason to collect all the little pieces of myself buried under a pile of repressed memories I remember the time when my whole life fell apart and it broke my heart but I can't remember when I lost my humanity but it must have been when everything went to hell

wake up from this nightmare wake up to escape my uncontrolled subconscious until reality hits me again I can still hear the demon whisper I am not pure enough, not worth living my only purpuse is to fulfill his needs the one who should shield my fragile soul hurts me the most the scars on my body telling a story of absolute self-loathing no ups and downs my life was shaped by the black abyss where my soul should be Was it my own fault? have I provoked these actions? I can still hear the demon whisper I am not pure enough, not worth living my only purpuse is to fulfill his needs the one who should shield my fragile soul hurts me the most in the pitch black I hear his voice again: hush, hush, little one don't make a sound we don't want the others to know it's a game just for the two of us I know you want this too do not deny the fun we had last time my tears hit the pillow as the nocturnal ritual starts minutes feel like hours while I sacrifice myself to the devil in disguise - I am the perfect victim for the wolves close to paradise my mind is broken how can I trust again when my protectors are to blame for my pain in moments of joy I see the demons face to remind me of my worthlessness maybe I could have been saved but I am used to not being noticed maybe I am invisible to them and the devil is the only one who saw my beauty I can still hear the demon whisper I am not pure enough, not worth living I drill a hole in my head to drain my brain from his words

vile insect deformed and sickening close your eyes or you will see the face even a mother could not love pain is the only thing I allow myself to feel you want to let me believe that I am worth nothing my entire life I was mistreated you call me a monster and I am ready to become one I accept a life in the dark - I accept to be alone I feel your hatred itching and burning on my skin I must cut the infected flesh out to recover never again will I be oppressed by you I reduce you to the worm you are my disfigurement mirrors your soul my abhorrence swallows you whole this is the perfect chance for me to end it all vile insect deformed and sickening close your eyes or you will see the face even a mother could not love not a single one of you will be spared after the bloodshed I will have my peace

I'm at peace lost in the stench of your blooming bud my precious flower flesh flowers in prime bloom the touch of your skin send shivers down my spine the air is electrified through the love I provide my loving care for my creation is nearly limitless the expierenced eye could easily see how much effort it must be the roots are hugging the cold dead flesh as I water your rose with fresh but dying life flesh flowers in prime bloom